Don’t get me wrong! I love being a mom it’s very rewarding and the most meaningful experience ever. BUT I am also well aware on how boring it is!! I am a 30 year old Hispanic woman married to a black man with 3 kids! Now you see right there I originally typed “Hispanic mother” but I deleted it because being a mom is just one of my qualities.
Quick run down: 15 yr old gets pregnant from X and hates men! Meets hubsters a night on vacation. 5 years after gets prego with baby #2. Hubsters moves in, we get married. We get pregnant with baby #3. Baby #3 ends up being terminated (LONG story for another day) luckily get pregnant with baby #4. She’s born….
….. 14 years of parenting later and I have no idea who tf I am! I don’t know what shows I like besides Peppa Pig. I don’t know how to interact with adults my age without mention damn Ryan toys review. I don’t know how to be a 30 year old woman! And it’s boring! And I refuse to believe that I am the only person out there experiencing this exact thing! So what’s the point to this blog? Well right now it’s just for me to talk to the abyss in hopes of someone else out there. ❤️❤️❤️